You wanted my love and I wanted you trust
But I was telling you lies, I was down in the dust
Painting pictures for you, painting pictures for myself, as I’ve learned to do
And as time fell flat, I crept in decay
I was lost in the haze, my days drifting away
In my head I knew something my heart wasn’t ready to face
You wanted my love and I wanted your trust
But I was telling you lies I was down in the dust
Painting pictures for you painting, pictures for myself as I’ve learned to do
I just want you to…
I want to live clean and be better it’s true
But the hammers keep falling, I’m not breaking through
It’s a head misalignment, I must try to be true
At times I’m cold, my heart is racing, devil’s chasing me out my own door
I don’t know anymore, I just want you to…
I challenge myself to make a change
Don’t hesitate till no life’s left, no life forever, die not ever knowing
I just want you to….
Push me around,
pray on my fears,
harden my heart...
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The talent on this album is absolutely incredible. Just when you think you've found all that Bandcamp has to offer, you run across another gem. While the entire album is great, it's the last three songs really hit home for me. Thank you for sharing something we can escape to :) Jordan .